WHAT'S THE ANSWER

One of my biggest fears in life is, what if one day I get stuck at some point where I will have no choice, like I won’t be able to go back and try again? What if I won’t be able to start again?

I know people always say that it’s never too late, and you can restart any day, any second. But is it really true? I mean, ask yourself—is it? What’s the answer?

I kind of feel that it’s not that easy to do it. I mean, we’ve definitely heard a lot of stories about people restarting and becoming successful. By successful, I don’t mean only in terms of money and career; I mean in any part of life. So, yeah, we’ve heard many stories like that, but what percentage of failures are those people? We have no data, right?

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I know it’s very pessimistic to think like this, but I’ve had this thought lingering in my mind for quite a few months. When I notice people around me, I try to see in and out of them, and I often find a lot of people who are so deeply stuck in situations from where they can’t back off. But one doesn’t stop living, right?

When I was young, I used to think that everyone gets their fair share of chances to shine, but adulthood taught me that’s not the case. Privilege speaks. It can be in any part of life, from career to friendships to love, etc. But now I’m slowly understanding why people attempt to end their lives. I honestly empathize with them and sometimes get angry too, even though I don’t know them. When I was young, I used to think people who commit suicide are cowards, but now I know they weren’t born like this. They don’t even want to die. They’re just left in a black hole, where they see light coming from only one side—which is basically a dead end.

Death is the ultimate truth, but one should never have to make this choice for themselves.....

ME, US AND YOUR MEMORIES !!!

"I grieve for a soul I never knew,"

You might not know

But we have created memories

Together,

Where we were

Forever.....

But I will still say you did wrong,

You wronged everyone

You wronged me, us, and my

Memories....

But I can't even cry out loud

I don't even have anyone to blame

I can only speak to your pictures

Frozen in time,

They only gaze back

Holding the secret and accusing

Me of my incapabilities

Tell me how to heal,

When you're the wound and the cure.

You were only the one

By my side

Now I'm alone,

Standing in the snow,

Trying to find you

In every dropping soft hail....

Had I known, that forever with you is a lie,

I hate to confess,

I'd still have loved you....

"I grieve for a soul I never knew,"

- ANSHIKA 

Thank you so much for reading it till now....🩷