MY OPINION ABOUT MR. ANDREW TATE

(So if you are here only for that opinion, you can skip everything and go to the 6th paragraph)

Hey everyone is wassup, it's been a long time since I haven't posted something casual, like what's going on in my life, sometimes when I read my old blogs I just feel so cringe, like wtf I thinking while writing this, why on the earth I put this on internet, and when I see something motivational or kinda aesthetic on my page, like find happiness in small things I just feel so weird, that's my other personality.

Like I have two personalities, either I want everything or nothing, sometimes I just feel this world is a waste of time and I should shift on mountains to find myself, and sometimes I feel like I want all materialistic happiness in my life and wanna spent my life in some metropolitan city with full of dumb toxic people, whom I can give some savage answers, in conclusion, either too much money or no money, either 3 kids or no kid's, either too much to eat or eating nothing for the whole day.

Does it give the vibes of self-destruction? Yes of course, and I can't help it, it is what it is. And I guess everything will change after the age of 25, idk what kind of miracle will happen on the night of 23/04/2028, I just have this feeling that something will change, is it immature to think this? Ofcourse, have I ever felt the same thing? Yes for sure and almost 90% of things in my life changed, well that's the different story that nothing happened as I wanted.

Today I didn't go to college cause in the last 4 days I have had enough socialization and now it's killing me, now I'm in my bad bitch phase, where I'm gonna offend everyone I know and I'm gonna fight with all the people who claim to be my friend, and I'm increasing this vibe by listening songs like 7 RINGS by ARIANA GRANDE, in nutshell Im very sensitive today with these frequent mood changes, I might burst in tears or maybe I kill someone I don't even know, anxiety is on its peak.

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So basically everything is so quiet, there is as usual no fun, the same faces every day and I'm bored with them, college is going very smoothly, teachers are teaching and putting all their blood sweat and tears into classes and as usual, I feel super sleepy, I developed this problem since I entered in college, in school I was never a sleepy kid.

But one thing that's pissing me out is this Andrew tate, I want to rant about this man, like for so long, I'm sorry but I'm the biggest hater of that man, thinking about my ideal man who is Shree Ram and then supporting Andrew Tate, is two contradictory things, to me someone who came out of in the middle of nowhere and started talking things like how sleeping with too many females and then calling themselves Chads can never be cool, for sure It can give to sex, well if you have money, but love...Mmmmm I don't think so, ya maybe a girl same like you, who is still stuck in the 1950s mentality like you can help you out to have some kids. And please don't tell me that we can't have someone like Ram and Sita in this kalyug, like bro stfu I've seen my parents, and I know what loyalty it is, so just because you had that absence of loyal parents, that doesn't means you'll talk shit or generalize everyone, you need help, get your ass to a therapist.

So what am I going to do to deal with these mood swings? Well, I'm going to close myself in my room for today, no more conversations with any living beings who are known as humans except my ammi. 

And apart from this today I'm gonna do self-care, makeup, and cooking so that I can handle my mood swings without any violence.

The only thing that can fix my mood is good food, that's it.......

- thank you so much for reading it till now, it means alot.

- written by :- ANSHIKA.